I READ THE WORD OF THE LORD
AND HE SAID TO ME
WHO THEN WILL BE THE READER
WHO THEN WILL BE THE ONE WITH UNDERSTANDING
WHO THEN WILL BE MY DISCIPLINED SCRIBE
WHO THEN WILL BE MY FAITHFUL AND WISE SERVANT
AND I FELL TO MY KNEES IN PRAYER WITH MANY SUPPLICATIONS
FOR KNOWLEDGE UNDERSTANDING WISDOM
EVEN REVELATION
FOR I KNEW DEEP IN MY HEART THAT HE WAS SPEAKING DIRECTLY TO ME
NO ONE ELSE
AND THEN
I BEGAN TO CONSIDER THE CONSEQUENCES OF NOT ANSWERING HIS CALL
OF BEING A COWARD IN LIGHT OF ALL THAT HE HAS DONE FOR ME
OF BEING A COWARD IN LIGHT OF HIS GRACE GIVEN TO ME
OF BEING A COWARD IN LIGHT OF ALL OF HIS MERCY SHOWN TO ME
OF BEING A COWARD IN LIGHT OF ALL THAT I BELIEVE
OF BEING A COWARD IN LIGHT OF ALL THAT I SAY TO HIM
AND TO OTHERS CONCERNING THE WORD OF THE GOD
OF BEING A COWARD AND UNWILLING TO BEAR MY OWN CROSS
OF NOT DOING HIS WILL
OF NOT DOING WHAT HE HAD RESERVED IN ADVANCE FOR ME SO LONG AGO
THEN
HE PRESENTED ALL THE ETERNAL CONSEQUENCES TO ME
REMINDING ME THAT I DESERVE NOTHING BUT ETERNAL DAMNATION
THE SHAME AND HUMILIATION OF BEING CAST OUT FROM HIS PRESENCE
HIS WORD SPOKE TO ME
AND I BELIEVE AND TRUST IN ALL THAT HE SAID TO ME
REVELATION 1:3
REVELATION 13:18
MATTHEW 24:15
MATTHEW 13:52
MATTHEW 24:45-47
LUKE 12:16-21
EPHESIANS 2:10
REVELATION 16:15
REVELATION 21:8
IN MY STUDIES OF THE HOLY SCRIPTURES THE HOLY SCRIPTURES OF THE LIVING GOD I OFTEN CONSIDER THE CONCORDANCE RELATIVE TO CERTAIN GREEK AND HEBREW WORDS
AND I ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT THE TESTIMONY OF JESUS IS THE SPIRIT OF THE PROPHECY
AND I ALSO REMEMBER MY CONFIRMATION VERSE MATTHEW 21:22 WHICH THE LORD ASSIGNED TO ME A VERY LONG TIME AGO EONS BEFORE I WAS CONCEIVED THROUGH MY DEAR PARENTS
FOR I WAS SENT DOWN TO CAST A MOUNTAIN INTO THE SEA AND WITH THE HELP OF THE SPIRIT OF JESUS THE SPIRIT OF THE TRUTH IT WILL HAPPEN AND IT WILL HAPPEN SOON VERY SOON
